Sunday, 6 July 2014
Thursday, 3 July 2014
This month's beauty favourites
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
Late life update: exams and happiness
Hello
So I don't know. I just thought I'd give you guys a life update.
The past month ccrossing between May and June has been: terrifying, heartbreaking and tiring.
It's been terrifying because of all the exam stress. I definitely felt the pressure this time when the exams came. I took everything too lightly I guess and didn't realise the importance of it until I actually sat down for my history exam. I don't think I had prepared myself mentally enough because I had so many other things know my mind which got to me a lot whilst I revised. Looking back,I felt like a loser because I let some of the negativity get to me. I didn't need that stress during the most vital moments in my life. But I got through, woke up, revised , did the best I can and I guess that's all I could do. Other than mentally slapping myself and seeing how these exams are not just exams, but literally a ticket to a better life.
You have an exam the way you play games. If you practice each level over and over, you eventually pass through to the next level; maybe even win it. Same goes with an exam, if you practiced and revised over and over, even if you failed. It will be your drive, which can initially help you pass to the next level. But you only have so much time to do so before you loose all your lives during the games. Except in reality you can only do this all once. So you have to make it count.
It has been a heartbreaking month as well. So many fall outs and rekindlement. For me I've seen within my friends at school a different aura passing round. Everyone seems to be somewhat closer, talking and laughing, bringing back old memories as if they were from yesterday. It's cause we all know that we only have so little time with one another. After spending 5 years together, we're all going our separate ways again. Some of us will see each other from time to time after this semester. But others we will never see ever again. I am a little bit of a sentimental person, and it makes my heart squeeze whenever I think about how -even though my year group is somewhat chaotic at times- we've a shared similar experiences, as well as memories.
I've met so many wonderful people within the last couple of years and it had been a blessing and an adventure to have been with every single one of you. You've all taught me so many different things, and just helped me become who I am today.
Whether, you were the friend who: physically flicked me so I could snap back to reality; you were the friend who gave me tough love when I needed it; maybe you are the friend who Inspired me to become a happy person and know there's always a positive side to things, or the friend who showed me there's something to love about science and its worth taking seriously, my friends who know how to jam and enjoy during music!, and also the friend who even though you're 10,100,100000 miles away show you haven't forgotten where you came from and you're always there still no matter the physical distance.
You all have taught me some things are worth fighting for. In different circumstances. Thank you for being there for me.
Both of these things (exams and getting ready to move on has been absolutely tiring) but I guess I wouldn't choose to have it any other way. Life builds you a path because it knows you were made for it; strong enough even to live it through
Honestly it feels weird just step back and reminiscent in what has I been, what is, and what may become. The fact that I won't have to worry about exams for . another few months delights and scares me.
So here it goes. One journey ending and another one beginning. But life is just full of that. You just have to embrace it with open arms and know you can make it. Don't forget to appreciate what you have now, while you dream of what you will have in the future.
Sunday, 22 June 2014
Saturday, 21 June 2014
Sunday, 8 June 2014
Saturday, 7 June 2014
New drawing
Sunday, 1 June 2014
Summer breeze
I think the best part of the day during summer has to be the evening, whilst the sun is setting. I love how the sky hanged colour; It's not too bright, but nor is it too dull. I love the evenings where the sky is streaked with purple and pink, and you can just about see the moon from above.
I love staring out into the Window or standing in my garden feeling the warm summer breeze and smelling the fresh crisp scent of the oncoming night.
It feels relaxing,and soothing knowing you got through another day in life.
Saturday, 31 May 2014
Embrace yourself
"If you're going to be weird, be confident about it".
I think this quote has a very deep conotation. It's true and I do agree with this quote. For me, there's no point in trying to blend in the crowd when you're such a unique being! There's no one else exactly like you so show off your uniqueness and you're weirdness.
Don't be afraid to just be you, be accepted for who you are and not a duplicate of someone else.
If you want pink hair, show it off! If you look cheesecakes, tell everyone! If you're a thrill seeker go on adventures! Things like that don't just happen on TV. They can become you're reality.
So embrace who you are weird and all! And be confident, because you will find people who are similar to you and will accept you for who you are.
Remember, you only have one chance to live in his lifetime. One of the best feelings ever is not only being accepted by other, but accepting yourself first.
If you love you, that matters. It matters the most!.
Thursday, 29 May 2014
Trying to take art seriously
I've just gotten back into the habit of drawing. I lost touch of art in the past but I feel like that side of me is coming back. Slowly, but getting there.
Friday, 11 April 2014
Hoobastank - The Reason
This song makes me feel; melancholy, sad and calm -at times when I feel hot tempered about something.
It's such a deep song. If yu've ever had an argument, breakup or a rough patch with someone - this song basically emphathises with your feelings. I listen to this whatever mood I am in, but either way it puts me in a state where I blank out and empathise with the song as well. It probably doesn't make a lot of sense, sorry Im a 'feels' type of person.
-Jan
Hoobastank - The Reason
This song makes me feel; melancholy, sad and calm -at times when I feel hot tempered about something.
It's such a deep song. If yu've ever had an argument, breakup or a rough patch with someone - this song basically emphathises with your feelings. I listen to this whatever mood I am in, but either way it puts me in a state where I blank out and empathise with the song as well. It probably doesn't make a lot of sense, sorry Im a 'feels' type of person.
-Jan
Thursday, 10 April 2014
Saturday, 15 March 2014
I am thankful
Right now I've been thinking "wow, girl you are lucky", but that I mean I feel blessed to be surrounded by good people who take care of Me and guide me when I am lost.
My close friends: Radha, Jennie, Riya and Tehreem , who've helped me stay positive and let me share my thoughts and feelings with each of them when I feel bothered or sad.
My Dad who is always open for a late night jamming session with the guitars and heart to heart talks. He gives me advice and stories which help Me with a problems I have, aand assures me that I always have someone to come to.
The same goes to my Momma, who let's me speak my mind about things that bother me or when I feel like I need to tell someone something but don't want to be judged. She's always there.
My little sister who's seen me laugh and cry and bawl behind the scenes. Nobody has seen me at my worst except for her. She's an angel. Always by my side to comfort me and make me smile. Thank you Sis.
If anyanyone I've mentioned reads this I just want you guys to know: I appreciate all your love and support. Even though we have our bad moments and tension, you all have helped me get through difficult times: I wish I have done the same to you as well to you when you needed someone to be by your side. This year is going to be an interesting rride. I hope I will still have each and everyone of you riding sith me. I love you all. And I hope someday you can find this :) (12:32 am - 16/3/14)
-love Jan
Thursday, 20 February 2014
My first amazon order
I aim to become a designer in the future but I've had very very little experience in the textile department. So here is my first ever online purchase.
I've read through the entire book and I must say it hahas really good content regardless of whether you take gcse textiles or not.
Monday, 17 February 2014
The Help
Sunday, 9 February 2014
The TMI Tag!!
TMI TAG ∙ QUESTIONS:
1: What are you wearing?
At the moment: great sweatpants and a grey striped work out top. Not really that fashionable. Haha
2: Ever been in love?
Yes with inanimate objects! Nah just kidding. Yes, I believe so.
3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
Yup..
4: How tall are you?
5"7! I wanna grow another foot or two taller hehe
5: How much do you weigh?
60 stones.. I'm not sure.
6: Any tattoos?
Nope. But I'd like to get one in the future
7: Any piercings?
My earlobes! That's all
8: OTP?
Me + Cameron Dallas + Nash Grier! *hehe* or Phan (Dan and phil)
9: Favorite show?
I don't really Watch TV that often but I'm still a big fan of glee.
10: Favorite bands?
Yes!I love this question! Panic at the disco, fall out boy, Paramore, we the kings and the 1975!!
11: Something you miss? .
Those days when I didn't know a lot so I had very few things to worry about. Days when I could just mess around and be a kid. But I also miss my family and the people I love.
12: Favorite song?
All Time favourite: chocolate by the 1975
But right now: she's so perfect by 5 seconds of summer
13: How old are you?
I am 15 :D
14: Zodiac sign?
Leo , rawr.
15: Quality you look for in a partner?
Someone who smells nice and takes care of themselves, who is funny and charming, smart but not in a cocky way, loving and likes to show their affection in many ways, someone I could trust and just be comfortable with each other.
16: Favorite Quote?
"When life gives you lemons, get some vodka and throw a party".
"It's not how far you go, but having the courage and bravery to keep going".
17: Favorite actor?
I dont really have one, but if i had to answer id say: Josh Hutcherson.
18: Favorite color?
Purple (dark plumb)
19: Loud music or soft?
Both! Depends on my mood.
20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
I hate going to my bedroom, it must makes me even more depressed. So I either go outside if it's sunny or somewhere I can find happy vibes.
21: How long does it take you to shower?
Erm... 20 minutes roughly. Depends what's going on ;) jk!
22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
Now it takes me 30-40 minutes
23: Ever been in a physical fight?
I don't believe in violence and I don't like trouble. But if I had to fight for something I believe or someone in then, yes, possibly. But otherwise hell to the no.
24: Turn on?
A cute laugh, smelling good, goofiness in a cute way, spontaneous attitude!
25: Turn off?
Cockiness, being negative and smelling bad. As you can see I have a thing for smells.
26: The reason I joined Youtube?
A new and progressive hobby
27: Fears?
Turning 89 and having many regrets in life because I didn't do the things I wanted to. Not making enough mistakes to say: hey I got through that and look at me now! And death..
28: Last thing that made you cry?
A conversation. :')
29: Last time you said you loved someone?
This morning to my family ♥♥♥
30: Meaning behind your YouTube Name?
I am born in august, therfore I am an August baby. Avalanche was inspired by Michelle Phan's 'draw my life' video.
31: Last book you read?
Thirteen days till midnight (by the author I can't remember)
32: The book you’re currently reading?
The one above... I'm a slow reader.
33: Last show you watched?
Glee!
34: Last person you talked to?
My younger sister
35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
I am her older sister :P
36: Favorite food?
I don't have a specific one. I love every thing! Except some stuff...
37: Place you want to visit?
I want to go back to California and explore. I also want to go to Italy someday.
38: Last place you were?
I was in the living room watching Cameron Dallas . Hehe
39: Do you have a crush?
No.... yes. Haha
40: Last time you kissed someone?
Not suuuree
41: Last time you were insulted?
About an hour ago when my sister called me boring because I didn't Watch her favorite Youtubers
42: Favorite flavor of sweet?
Strawberry!
43: What instruments do you play??
I play guitar! Steel, nylon and electric. Wait, does the Cajon box count? Haha
44: Favorite piece of jewelery?
My beaded, chains and string bracelets and my chain necklaces.
45: Last sport you played?
It's been a while...
46: Last song you sang?
Awake all night - by Cody Simpson ♥
47: Favorite chat up line?
Are you made of copper and telirium because you're a CuTe
48: Have you ever used it?
NAH!
49: Last time you hung out with anyone?
Friday after school, If walking home with a friend counts.
50: Who should answer these questions next?
THE PEOPLE I TAG:
On YouTube:
Riya Sharma
Jamika Sutton.
Monday, 3 February 2014
Nervous and excitement
SO, I have just come out of my first college (sixth form) Interview and honestly I feel scared and excited at the same time. This college in particular is my dream college. Even though it's quite far from my home. The people seem fairly nice and the environment is very casual and homely. When I first got there I realised that for the the first time In 6 years I am going to be surrounded in a completely mature environment and people much older than me. I am very fond over the idea of socialising with new people and being individually free. However, It scares me to think about the special things I will be leaving behind.
My amazing friends, memories both good and bad, and an everyday routine I felt comfortable with.
I feel like my life is moving so much faster now and it's a crazy thrill ride. I want to enjoy it as much as I can. But I hope I can do that by making a good decision.
Sunday, 26 January 2014
Endless Love - Internationl Trailer [UniversalPictures] [HD]
Hey Snowflakes!
So, I saw this trailer on youtube and I immediatly freaked out! this movie is coming out on Valentines day I believe and it looks so good! So here is a link to it.
-January
Saturday, 4 January 2014
Why is love...?
Love is a complex thing. It's so unpredictable. One day you hate it, one day you love it and the next you've lost it.
Why is it like that?
Wednesday, 1 January 2014
Tuesday, 31 December 2013
Monday, 30 December 2013
My pre study breakfast
Consisting of: three pieces of bread with mild cheddar sprinkled on top, microwaved for 1-2 minutes on medium heat.
Green tea which is perfect! Good for later digestion and will keep me awake.
And Philipino crackers called "butter cream"
Sunday, 29 December 2013
My photograph: post it note
Counting stars by One Republic
I've been obsessing over this phone application called pudding camera , it's an app where you can take amazing vintage style photographs with 9 different vintage cameras and films. I totally recommend this.
New Years Resolution
check it out, and while you're there SUBSCRIBE!
http://youtu.be/Pew1rHhuR2k
Saturday, 28 December 2013
Must try this - Exam Prep and a healthy lifestyle
In Paris With You
Friday, 27 December 2013
Write your story, because it's unique. Don't compare it with anyone else's, because beautiful things exist in their own way.
Don't Let The Muggles Get You Down. | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/93070213
My favourite [downloaded] apps
Here is a print screen of all the apps I have downloaded on my Samsung Galaxy S4 mini , wow that was a mouthful.
These apps are the ones I use on a day to day basis all for many different reasons. I will do a review of some of them very soon so stay tuned for that.
-January
Wednesday, 25 December 2013
Review of the Cetaphil Gentle Skin Cleanser
Cetaphil - Gentle Skin Cleanser
I Absolutely love this product, hands down the best facial cleaner / everyday face wash I have used so far.
In the past I have used: clean and clear, neautrogena and clearasil for my sensitive skin and mild acne. I firmly say that the previous products that I have used were good for a period of time before I did not see any further improvement on my skin.
I have used this Cetaphil gentle skin cleanser for more then 3 months now and I have noticed that it has reduced my break outs. It hasn't stopped my skin from breaking out, but it has controlled how frequently it happens.
Like I said I do have very sensitive skin and most products either leave my skin too dry or too oily or no visible change whatsoever. Although, I can surely say that this product is very much suitable for oily prone and sensitive skin. It is not too harsh that sensitive skin can redden or break; and it is not too weak either so that it doesn't cleanse the skin at all. It is fragrant free which is good, especially for me since I am very sensitive to fragrant products.
The consistency of the cleanser is not too thick, and leaves a very light film over the skin.
After washing with this product My skin feels very soft and dewy, unlike previous cleansers which have made my skins feel too tight and irritant.
The packaging is good: the bottle is sturdy and easy to balance on curve bathroom surfaces, it is easy to handle with wet hands, the layout of the information and company logo is very simple and not too flashy for my liking.
I recommed to people who have heavier acne problems to use this product and others from the brand Cetaphil.
Other notes
-good formula
-can be used on the body
-can be used with and without water
I hope this review has helped You. Please feel free to comment and share this post.
--January
Tiger Mania | Fashionary
have you seen theswe notebooks?! oh my goodness I want one!http://fashionary.org/special-tiger-mania/
vlog: Christmas Shopping
See you soon on Augustavalanchebaby TV.
-January
Christmas
Changing My Ways
Hello Readers! I haven't blogged in a while but I think thats's going to change very soon.I recently forgot how to sign into blogger *shocked face* sorry about that. But I've sorted everything out and I hope I can post more in the New Year. Now, I wanted to free my mind in this post. I feel like I'm doing things wrong.. But that I mean, I'm not being very productive with my time. I feel like there is a dozen opportunities out there and I am not grasping it too well. Laziness!. So I've been thinking a lot lately and I suppose I felt dissapointed because I've tried blogging for so many years now and I've never really aquired an audience or bond with my blogging. I usually give up after a while. SOO...
I am going to make my make blogging one of my new years resolution. Ok.. so that's a little vague?
Blogging
- Achieve something every month i.e. aquire and audience
- inspire someone
- expand my skills as a writer and my my interest in fashion/creativity
- Become more socially outgoing


